foosh

never realised how much i missed my class until i saw them again

hitch your wagon to a star

the sheer ennui that has been brought about by interminably mundane military life is clearly not healthy. taking ill for seemingly no reason at all should testify to that. or it probably is just looking for a way to escape the insipid camp to be called home for another 18 months. now realise that what originally seemed like a fantastic way to serve the speciously misnomered 'national service' is actually an onerous vicious cycle of chronic sleep deprivation. heck, so tired and head spinning so much now this little diatribe isn't making much sense anymore. will be back when am better.

whao

i want to say that

-making time for everybody is not easy
-i still hate the army and have no sense of patriotism or whatsoever to this nation that i have to defend

army

sucks big time.

my freedom for your fiefdom

5 more days to check-in at chalet tekong, apprehension takes over.

/cue dramatic emotional music


i wonder what the world looks like at 5.30 in the morning.

when it is dark enough, you can see the stars.

but;

it's not easy taking my problems one at a time when they refuse to get in line.

and once again, we're lost

ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.