we all make mistakes

but is it too little too late?

maksim

veni vidi vici.

i have lived

i will miss

air-con bunk
canteens and rocky master
nice people and civilians
heated showers
absence of training and regimentation
x-box and ps2
laptops and camera phones
abundant off and leave
going in late
sleeping all day

):

what do babies think of?

foosh

never realised how much i missed my class until i saw them again

hitch your wagon to a star

the sheer ennui that has been brought about by interminably mundane military life is clearly not healthy. taking ill for seemingly no reason at all should testify to that. or it probably is just looking for a way to escape the insipid camp to be called home for another 18 months. now realise that what originally seemed like a fantastic way to serve the speciously misnomered 'national service' is actually an onerous vicious cycle of chronic sleep deprivation. heck, so tired and head spinning so much now this little diatribe isn't making much sense anymore. will be back when am better.

whao

i want to say that

-making time for everybody is not easy
-i still hate the army and have no sense of patriotism or whatsoever to this nation that i have to defend